I've been feeling stressed, depressed and suicidal for over two years
June 2nd 2022. The now anti semitic and racist person left. I start feeling stress. The group becomes less active
School ramps up. I have no one to talk to at school. I feel lonely.
September 2023. Highschool for the first time. Fuck highschool.
March 2024. I'm trans now.
August 2024. No progress on transition. I started to wonder if I was depressed.
Initial conceptualization of STRESSORY OVERLOAD (then known as "Life") begins.
My mental health deteriorates worse and worse
2025. I would easily get very pissed off and angered. I would hit myself a lot of times. I hated myself. I hate myself.
June 18th 2025. She returns for the day. I feel awful about my transition and life
August 2025. After... something, I mentioned that I wanted to kill myself. I was told to leave.
September 3rd 2025. I came back for Silksong
Octomber 2025. I came out to my psychologist.
2026. Worse than ever
June 2026. She can fuck off
September 2026. I live """"alone""""
I just want to be happy